Day 5-So.....

I'm about to say fuck my knee and hit the treadmill for a jog...

I know that doesn't sound wise, but I'm going semi crazy.

If I workout I feel good,
If I feel good, I eat good,
If I eat good, I look good.

and because I have not worked out to my fulfillment none of the following happen. There is a little voice telling me in my head to not to try and jog. There is another voice in my head telling me to "yeah whatever, fuck it, you can still walk right."

But I'm not tryna end up immobile either. damnit. I have to figure out what I'm going to do for another week until I go to the doctor.

Shi